Wednesday, August 3, 2011
Does this sound friendly or something more?help!!!!!!!!!!!!?
well,i'm a female and me and my best friend have been close since september and we've been very close to each other and over the time we've spent together she's been writing poetry about me and she's very nice and me and her share our personal lives together but she acts shy and nervous around me and i know that she's not shy because she's in drama and all of a sudden she ignores me for a whole week then i confronted her about it and she told me that sometimes you have to let things go in order to see if somethings there and she said that she loves me even if me and her are far away or if we don't see or talk to each other and since i call her joan jett from the movie the runaways she told me that i was still her cherie currie and i would always be cherie currie so i just left and she begged me to stay but i just left and she ran after me and wanted to walk me home and i ask her why she acts weird around me and not around her other friends and her response was it's because she only cares about me and that she doesn't know how to act because she never cared about anybody this much before and she read me a poem and it contained the line i know i'm not what you and everybody else was expecting but i can love you just as much with all my being,my dreams,my tears,my dreams,etc. and she said that right after that i walked up to her and she said isn't it funny how fate seems to work out or something like that and on the way to my house she kept on wanting to see my face she begged me and the next day she wrote me a letter saying that she wanted to go seperate ways and the week that she was avoiding me was because we were on a break and the letter was very sweet it said that i was very beautiful and intelligent and that i can do anything that i wanted to but then i confronted her and asked her if that's really what she wanted and she said no but she was really shy and she told me that she was embarrassed for some reason and i told her that i was going out with some boy that i liked for a really long time and she seemed fake happy for me but she always stares at me during class then looks away real fast when i turn my head and she remembers little things that i say and whenever i'm not looking she looks at my *** and checks me out according to my friends and peers but then right after that i heard that she's going out with some guy that liked her right after i told her about my bf and also she told me that she'll never replace me and also in the break we had i heard from people that she asks people how i'm doing and if they've seen me but i don't know what to think we're not talking to each other but she still stares and pays attention to me and says that i'm the coolest at school and she says that i'm beautiful and looks like a model and on her side of the story she stated that since i was depressed she feels as if i'm trying to drag her down with me but she was only there to listen and she says that she thinks i'm depending on her and she doesn't want me to because she doesn't want me to get all sad about it if she's not there one day and she says that i get jealous when she's with her other friends and she doesn't want me to so at lunch it only used to be me and her but i told her that i was never like that i wasnt' depending on her or jealous but what's up with all those poetry and joan and cherie and checking me out?HELP FAST!!!!!!!!!!!!
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